Wild Rollercoaster

Wow, it's been awhile since I've last blogged. If you all don't know Brock got discharged on the first Friday of April and then the next day I got sent back to the hospital for another surgery. I was so excited for my baby to come home that I downplayed how sick I was. I didn't want anyone to tell me I had to go back to the hospital and not be there when Brock got home. When we took him home I told my aunt Sheree that I wasn't feeling very good and I went upstairs to rest. I had another fever and we called the doctor on call and he told me to wait til Sunday. If I wasn't feeling good go to the ER so that they can do a CT scan. Well Saturday came and I just sat in the recliner all day not feeling good with yet another fever. Brandon's aunt left that afternoon and his parents were coming down to visit us. When they got to our house Brandon wasn't liking how I was feeling so we went to the ER. I got my scan and they found that I had 2 abscess in and out of my uterus so they had to reopen me up again. I was in the hospital for 4 days it totally sucked!!! I was so miserable because my baby was home and I only got to enjoy him for one night before I was off to the hospital again. While I was in the hospital my milk supply went down and I could no longer nurse Brock. I was so sad and cried and cried. I started to blame myself but I knew it wasn't my fault. I could have pumped every 2 hours to get my supply back but I was so anemic and so weak that we figured I needed to take care of me first. I got out of the hospital on a Wednesday got my staples taken out and went straight to my mom's house. I was so done by Friday that I begged Brandon to take me home Saturday but he wouldn't let me go home til Sunday. Now it's Sunday and it's so good to be home!!! I finally will be able to get back to my routine, with ease though. I have pictures of Brock but I can't find the camera right now but pictures will go up soon, I promise.