So Lonely

I normally sit at the computer this late and blog but I'm so bored. Friday nights are usually the nights that me, Brandon and the kids go out and do something. It's either going to dinner, going to a movie, or watching a movie at home, but it's a little different tonight. Brandon has gone off on his elk hunt. He has been so excited about this hunt and I'm finally glad it's here for him. I've been hearing him talk about it, listened to his annoying elk calls, and watching the hunting channel about elk hunting (I usually would watch for a second and then go upstairs). He left last night and let me tell you how crazy it was for me today. I really haven't noticed all the little things he does to make mornings a lot easier on me. I'm trying to get the girls ready and Brock is screaming his head off because he wants to be held. The girls are fighting constantly, and for some reason Jazmin was giving me total attitude today. I seriously thought I was going to kill the girls. It got a lot better in the evening though. I rented them a movie, popped popcorn for them and let them take it to their room to eat their snacks and watch their movie. I was resting and watching my movie I rented and relaxed (Brock was asleep). I really am grateful for Brandon and all that he does for me and kids. It's the small things that really do matter and they usually go unnoticed. I'm hoping he gets his elk tomorrow (opening day), and he comes home on Sunday or I'm going to have kill something myself if this doesn't happen tomorrow. I'm thinking a day at the spa when he comes home (for me that is), don't you all agree.