Mother daughter

I love love my kiddos and I know that sometimes I am not the best mom. Actually, I feel like I am a horrible mom most of the time. I hate it when I get mad at my kids for dumb things. I am trying to work on being a little more compassionate but it's hard. I didn't have that when I was younger. Jazmin and I have little hard time getting a long sometimes. I love her to death but we just butt heads a lot. I feel bad and I want to be a better mommy. You know it hurts your feelings when your own child keeps saying that you are a mean mom and you actually start to cry about it. Why should I take it the wrong way she is after all 7, but I don't want her to hate me and resent me when she gets older. It's been a little hard right now cause we don't have our house yet, in May, and we are stuck in a house most of the time. I just need to set a day once a month where it's just her and I doing some mommy time. I always feel bad cause I leave Mariah out but I really need to spend some one on one time with Jazmin. She is growing up so fast and I want her to know that I love her. Being a mom is the hardest job I have ever had but I love it and I love my 3 little kiddos.