Young Again

Just the other day I was thinking about how fun it was to be a kid. How there was really nothing to stress too much about. How life was so easy going. I had a friend that I would do just about everything with. We would always ride our bikes around town, walk, and just do fun stuff. I use to live across the street from a little park. There were times were we would go across the street and ponder as we would swing on the swings. I can't remember what we would ponder about at our age but I'm sure it wasn't too stressful. Oh to be young again. To not have to worry about the grown up stuff. As I am nearing my 30th birthday I have to admit it's kind of freaking me out about a bit! I am going to be THIRTY! I feel so old and I am literally feeling it! I have to actually watch what I eat, which I don't but should, I have to work out twice as hard as I use to, again don't, I should probably start taking vitamins to have energy for the day, again I don't do that. I am seeing little gray hairs sprouting out so that means better stay on top of dying my hair a little more often than I normally do. I noticed that my hand started to hurt now for 2 days so decided to go to the doctor. I wasn't too happy what he had to say to me. He said right now it's tendinitis BUT if it starts to occur frequent and goes in the other hand or other joints then arthritis. I cannot, repeat cannot believe it could be arthritis. I mean that's for old old people and I'm not that old. I told the doctor I don't remember every doing repetitive things with my hand whatsoever! How do you expect me to remember what I do. I am a stay at home mom to 3 kids and one is almost 3 and so half the time I pick up after him or do laundry. I don't keep track what I've done. I wish I  could just sometimes go back in time so I never ever had to worry about getting gray hairs, or hurt body parts. Ah to be young again. Well my hand is starting to hurt so I guess it's time to put a heating pad on the darn thing. I feel so old..*sigh*